Something True: Looking for my moment
I am about to turn 31 in a week and it is freaking me out.Â I think there is a lot of pressure in turning 30â€¦everyone says things like, â€śyour 30s are your bestâ€¦your 30s are when you figure out youâ€¦your 30s are when you get things done!â€ť
Ugh. That is a lot of pressure.
My first year in 30 has been good. I have had fun dating, I have joined a comedy sketch group (Thereâ€™s Waldo), I joined a running group (Rogue Running), I have continued to make awesome friends, I have done A LOT of shopping, and I bought a MacBook Proâ€¦to edit videos?
BUTâ€¦my first year in 30 has not been life changingâ€¦.and for some reason right now I want something life changing. I am craving a positive â€śshake things upâ€ť moment. For year I have felt that I am on the brink of somethingâ€¦and I just have to make that one next step and bam!â€¦it will happen. Problem isâ€¦I canâ€™t seem to make that next step.
What is in between a quarter life and middle life crisis? Whatever it isâ€¦I feel like I am having it now.
Changing the subjectâ€¦my parents are coming in town this weekendâ€¦yay!!! My mother is a clean freakâ€¦our house was always PERFECT. Since this will be the first time they have seen my new place I am spending each day this week organizing a different section of my apartment. Today, for example, I reorganized my closet and drawers. Tomorrow I will organize my kitchen cabinetsâ€¦and Friday will be the dusting, mopping, sweeping, scrubbing day. I want them to walk in and say, â€śwow Saraâ€¦your place is so nice and grown up!â€ť
Here is our agenda in no particular orderâ€¦.Esthers Folliesâ€¦Gordoughsâ€¦.The Backspaceâ€¦.Fonda San Miguelâ€¦Farmers Marketâ€¦Whole Foodsâ€¦Lululemonâ€¦Beehiveâ€¦and Violet Crown.
Back to cleaning!